Sunday, January 28, 2007
cause suddenly, i've got nothing more to say. cause nothing else can fill that void. cause its only when you've given up, and when all other hope is lost, the good things come back to you. and then you feel uncertain of the pain that will come again. and only when we've realised that what we had, is lost, we start to regret. and it'll be too late.
so what if you'd that chance to make things right? to understand. and heal? you might say, it might not be real, and that your living a fantasy, but whats so bad about that. if you wont even try, then you'll never know. if you dont even dream, then i guess you'll never accomplish it.
and im trying my best to hold onto your hand, and sometimes i wonder what the hell am i doing, cause i dont know how much longer i can take. and when you come back, i might not be here. i wanna understand you, believe me, but your not giving me a chance.
silly me, why am i typing this, you'd wouldnt have the time to have the slightest thought of me.
what should you do when it feels like your holding onto nothing?